Ok so 08 for me... well I could say it was a wasted year... But then again not really because I learned a ton about myself & people around me. So we will just sum it up as a learning year for me.
As for the bodybuilding aspect of the year, well I trained hard yet had a few periods where I didn't & even thought about giving it up! OMG yes I just said that, but don't worry it didn't take long for me to figure out that giving up is definitely something I will never do.
I feel as though I recieve alot of crap from people about being a female bodybuilder, & like an idiot I let those people get in my head. When I shouldn't have. Even my family for gosh sake.... & to the member of the family who said I would never make anything of this... well THANK YOU because you lit a fire up my a$$ & now I will work even harder just to prove you wrong.... I mean come on? Isn't family supposed to be your biggest support system?!?
Ok so I will shut up about that, I also had three photoshoots in 08, the first for HerBiceps & if was alot of fun, my very first photoshoot & in offseason shape. But it was still fun! They made me feel comftorable, we even did some video clips ... along w/ an interview & a bit of armwrestling >>>LOL!!
Second shoot was with Dan Ray with whom I don't even have words to describe how amazing he is... I'll attach a few to this post for your viewing pleasures... Oh & also Jerroll Figg who is such a sweet heart will attach a few of his pics too.
Ok so to bring things up to date I'm 11 weeks out as of yesterday from the NC State & I'm working as hard as possible. I don't wanna look back & think , Is there anything I could of done? I want to know I gave it my all! & I will!
Oh & something else I'm soooo excited about! I'm going to the Arnold, have a few shoots lined up there as well. & I'll actually be in contest shape for these! Wahoo! I can't wait sooooo excited.
As for right now it's business as usual!
Today @ the gym.... Chest & possibly triceps... I'm considering giving bi's & tri's there own day so I can focus on them more!@
Ok well time 2 eat!
